You Win Some, You Lose Some

Hello October.....

How times fly, its already October and another 2 more months to go before its 2013.....

Currently I'm in Pittsburgh, USA and its already a week im here. hehe... Sorry no update. hehe... Try to adjust with the new life here and US-Canada is different and totally different from MALAYSIA!!! hehe....

Anyway, life is about balance. You will gain more or you will lose more. Allah always had a better plan right and maybe today we are on TOP of the world but who knows maybe tomorrow we are not...

Some people said I'm so lucky to be assigned for the on job training in oversea... Yap i will said that I'm super lucky and thank you Allah for this opportunity. Yes, not anyone can get this opportunity. I agreed but after this whole experience i learn lots of things.... So, let me tell you a story....

Since i came here, i learn lots new things, i travel to see a beautiful place and meet lots new people and everything about this experience is AWESOME and when i upload picture, people will always said beautiful, saya jeles etc... Its truth that I'm so lucky to experience this...

But actually, I'm so jealous with you guys who live in Malaysia. No place as beautiful and warm like Malaysia. huhu... During this whole experience, i missed my dad and adeeb birthday, my friends wedding, foods... (I need to cook myself and sometimes the taste is totally not the same), baby baru, vacation with my beloved sister, the smell of the beautiful En Saad house and when you feel sick no mama or kakak to take care of me... And when I'm down they far away, just skype and whatapps can help but its not the same and more list to go....

See even i have the best experience that everyone wish for, i also wish that i had yours... 

This is my story... Maybe other people who had go through all this experience few times or already move to other country maybe have different thought. But if i need to transfer or anything else, i will say yes as i'm still young and single. hehe... But i will bring my familyla. haha...

Lastly, kita bersyukur dengan semua nikmat yang Allah berikan... Allah always have beautiful plan for us... 

Musim Panas di Calgary...

I owe lots of story and picture but today i will update...

Here in Calgary is fall so during summer we tried to do summer activities as we can. we go picnic, hiking, raya celebration, glacier icefield and lazy rafting. So enjoy the pictures. hehe...

Hehe... berbasikal di Prince's Island Park

Picnic dengan Farah, Nini and Sue

Picnic dgn naz, is and LV. hehe....

Hiking kat Lake Louise. 3 jam pergi dan balik. Tapi berbaloi. Cantik

Columbia Icefield. The best experience ever!!!

 

Lastly, kami ber lazy rafting di sepanjang Bow River. hehe... Syok tau. hehe...

Itu saje kisah musim panas saya di sini.

Confession of the "evil daughter"

First when i received this msg i'm speechless.... Supposed i'm the one who said that. But.... 

Tiba2 saya rasa jahatnya saya dulu sebab selalu menyusahkan mama and ayah. Dari kecil hinggala sekarang dah umur 27 tahun ni pun masih x sedar diri. Selalu susahkan and wat risau and ada aje benda nak melawan cakap. huhu... Maafkan adeq, ayah and mama.... 

I still remember mama and ayah little bit worried because when i'm in standard one i still cannot read not like my sister who can read at 4 years old. Kena rotan tu adalah biasa but mama and ayah never give up. Kcian kot cos dorg keja and bila blk umah dapat anak yang malas belajar and kurang bijakkan. Penat kot. huhu... So masa lepas 6 bulan sekolah kot baru pandai. huhu... Tu pun jawi tak pandai baca. Maafla saya lambat pick up. huhu... Darjah 3 baru pandai baca jawi. huhu... Bila pikir balik, terima kasih mama and ayah sebab mendidik saya menjadi org berguna. huhu...

Pastu masa darjah 6, saya x sihat. Mama and ayah jaga saya dgn penuh kasih sayang. Mama sanggup teman kat hospital and ambil cuti smua. huhu... Tak terbalas jasa mama and ayah. Alhamdulilah UPSR and exam sekolah agama result memberansangkan. And saya tau mama and ayah sebenarnya x sangka kan. haha... Maybe ni semua berkat doa mama and ayah....

Tapi saya tau mama and ayah sedih bila saya x tak dapat masuk sekolah hebat macam kakak. huhu... Walaupun mama and ayah  x pernah tunjuk but saya tau yang saya telah wat mama and ayah sedih. Bagi semua org kalo dapat masuk sekolah asrama hebat. So tgglla saya kat umah. huhu... Selalu gakla gaduh dgn mama and ayah. Saya sedar, saya sorang yang keras kepala and ikut suka je but mama and ayah tabah je kan layan kerenah saya. huhu... Terima kasih sekali lagi...

Pastu form 4, saya x tak dapat masuk sekolah asrama macam kakak. Mama and ayah sedih. Saya tau. huhu... Pastu form 4 saya kembali malas. Math and add math memang failed aje. Pening je kan mama and ayah tgk result exam saya kan. Tapi mama and ayah berusaha juga anta saya g tuisyen smua dah la ambk bnyak subject lak tu. Mama and ayah bayar je kan. huhu... tapi still failed kan. huhu... Nak wat macam mana  saya lambat. but then form 5, saya rajin ponteng sek sebab kakak kat umah so dia leh ajar add math and modern math. Sanggup ni ayah g beli MC. haha... Jahatkan saya. haha... Tapi berkat doa semua... Add Math dpt B4. haha... yg lain biasa2 je...

Pastu masuk matrix, first time duk asrama. Nangis sokmo asyik nak balik je. Pastu tel rumah asyik cakap nak kuar dari matrix. Tapi mama tabah melayan, suruh saya kuatkan semangat. Alhadulilah la selamat abis gak. haha...

Masuk uni, perangai hampeh gakla. huhu... Asyik main je. Bila mama and ayah tel, mesti bukan studyla. haha.... Ada je aktiviti sosialnya. huhu... Sorry ye. Pastu mama and ayah risau setiap kali saya pergi fieldworkan. haha... Tapi saya kan memang tahan lasak. haha...Alhamdulilahla... selesai gakla belajar tanpa ada repeat paper and extend. hehe...

Bila dah start keja ingatnya insaf gakla... x juga. ada je nak melawan cakap. huhu... Maaf ye mama and ayah. huhu... Saya tau dosa saya sangat besar. huhu... Masa keja gakla selalu risaukan mama and ayah sbb setiap kali g offshore mama and ayah risau. huhu... Saya tak bermaksud tapi adala tnaggungjawab demi mencari rezeki. huhu... Dan sekarang berada di sini pun wat mama and ayah risau. Walaupun mama and ayah x tunjukkan but saya dapat rasakan. Huhu... Tak pe, tak lama je lagi saya pulang. huhu....

To mama and ayah,

Maafkanla adeq, tak terbalas jasa dan pengorbanan mama and ayah curahkan. huhu... Semoga Allah dapat membalasnya. Doakan yang terbaik tuk adeq. Insyallah adeq tak kan nakal lagi and rajin dalam semua hal. Dan maafkan adeq sbb selalu mengecewakan mama and ayah....

I luv you and you always in my heart no matter where i go... Thank you for everything...

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Life

Life....

Not everybody have the perfect life....

When we think, they have the perfect life but sometimes they are not....

We have to appreciate what we have in life...

And always remember.... Allah is our biggest planner in our LIFE...

Be grateful and always believe, whatever happens in our life must have the reason and sometimes it actually to help us become a better person...

This note is for myself to be humble in life and be grateful....

Always think positive....

Thank you ALLAH for given me a chance to have a beautiful family, friend, life and everything...

Alhamdulilah...

Masak-masak

Melihat gambar di atas... Itu semua adala hasil masakkan saya. Haha... Semua wat from scratch tau. Hehe...
Gambar first tu, ketupat sotong, second, paprik ayam, ketiga, ayam madu n last tu tempe goreng kicap. Hehe..
To be honest, sy x pandai masak wat kek okla but dah lama x baking. Haha... So skill ni x tau ok ke x lg. Parent saya dua2 pandai masak and kakak saya juga pandai masak. Oleh sebab itu saya terlalu manja tuk tahu masak, nak potong daging pun x berapa pandai, siap aritu tel ayah lagi tnya macam mana nak potong daging yang betul. haha.... Malu je. Tapi bukanla x pandai langsung but tuk menu2 yang "rare" ni memang hampehla kan. Basic food okla.

So bila berada di sini, semua kena wat sendiri, terpaksalah tahu. Dari siang ikan hinggala basuh ayam, daging semua. huhu.. Belajarla kan... Kalo tak sampai bila pun x tahu kan... Pernah tau siang ikan, ikan hancur kepala. It's a learning proses.

Pastu bila dah rasa nak makan sesuatu menu tu kenala masak sendirikan so makanya, mama and ayahla yang jd penyelamat and internet. hehe... Ingat lagi masa nak masak tempe goreng kicap, pagi2 dah tel dorg. haha... Minta resipi. Sebelum ni kalo nak makan bgtau mama je nnti dia masak ni kena wat sendiri, penat gakla nak masak. haha... "Mama, Terima kasih yang x terhingga ye masakan tuk adeq dulu" hehe... "Insyallah lps ni adeq yang masakkan tuk mama ye" hehe... But the taste x sama dgn mama masakla. hehe...

Kesimpulannya, belajarla masak benda yang basic, pandai2 la siang ikan, daging etc sebagainya supaya x merana kemudian hari. haha.... Bak kata mama. "tak rugi belajar masak"

Lastly, to mama and ayah....

Thank you very much for the wonderful foods sampai anak mama and ayah ni terlebih berat ni. Thank you again and luv you guys sooooo MUCH!!!

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Tempe Goreng Kicap

Haha...

Resipi mama and sedikit berjaya. Haha.. X sesedap mama masak but hehe...






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Sibuk...

Huhu...

Maafla tak dapat nak update blog selalu... Agak sibuk dan kalo x sibuk pun penat...

Sebab,

1. Pergi fieldwork masa bulan puasa.
Nantila saya ceta and update gambar. Fieldwork kat Kananaski. Sumpah fieldwork ni paling penat sbb puasa and kedua everyday pun hiking. Hiking bukan yg simple2 tapi panjat bukit yg kena panjat 2jam perjalanan. huhu... Batal puasa ok sebab x larat. huhu.... But the scenery is superb!!!! Insyallah nnti update.

2. Buka puasa lambat.
Bila buka la,bat so makan lambat, sembahyang lambat makanya tdo lambat and tdo x cukup jadi smua pun penat. huhu... Pastu in between x sempat nak update blog and biasanya masa ini di isi dgn membaca surat kabar malaysia, skype dgn parent or baca buku ceta or reply email office sbb office KL waktu ni la dorg aktif beremail. huhu...

3. Jemputan berbuka...
Duk diperantauan, terpaksala menumpang kasih dgn org. So setiap minggu kami smua akan bergilir2 buka rumah kawan2 or kami akan berbuka di luar beramai2. Syoknya bila berbuka beramai2 ni, dapatla merasa macam2 menu. Smua menu malaysia ok. heh... Kawan2 saya smua makin hebat masak ok. Bakat teroendam semua kuar. haha.. Hebat2. Aritu dapat makan murtabak, roti john, sirap bandung. Macam2 gakla. hehe... Tapi biasala mana nak sama dgn makanan masakan ayah and mama. huhu...

4. Keja...
Banyak keja... Report gak banyak perlu disiapkan and claim yg perlu dibuat juga. huhu... Tak pela inila pengorbangan tuk jadi insyallah org hebat pada masa akan datang. insyallah....

Tula sebbkan saya dah lama x menulis. huhu...

Anyway, RAYA NANTI SAYA AKAN PULANG TUK DUA MINGGU!!!!!

SYOK!!!! hehe...

Ada lagi 3 hari saje lagi tuk pulang tapi,

1. Keja x siap lg,

2. Progress review punya slide x start lagi

3. Barang yg di kirim x abis beli lagi

4. Barang tak kemas lagi!!!!! haha... bilik bersempah sbb letak barang2 merata2. haha...

Okla nak continue balik wat report. hehe...