Sakitku.... Part 2

Marila kita sambung kisah sakitku....

Alhamdulilah saya waktu ini sepanjang masa di temani oleh mama and ayah. Masukla saya di ward. Masa ni blood pressure saya dah stabil and saya still continue buang air dgn jayanya dan tujuannya supaya boleh mengurangkan tekanan dalam paru2 saya.

To be honest almost 5 years I'm be working in Petronas, I've only took about 6days MC and for the past 2 years saya x pernah MC but akhirnya kecundang gak masa sembelit aritu saya dapat MC 2 hari. Bagi saya benda mcm ni agak mengejutkan la tuk tiba2 berada di hospital. huhu.... Tapi inila takdir yang telah tertulis.

Lebih kurang dah petang macam tu Doctor Azlina datang melawat, dia pun menyampaikan berita....

Sarah awak ada VSD atau kata lainnya jantung berlubang dan awak dah alami HEART FAILURE....

Terkejut dan terkejut....

Tapi saya redha.... Maybe ini ujian dari Allah. Sedih tapi with the support from my family rasa sedikit relief....

Doctor kata penyakit ini boleh di ubati so jangan risau. Sedikit relief....

Beradala saya di hospital selama 6 hari sebab saya perlu betul2 kering dari air2 yang tidak dikehendaki.... after 6 days I've lost about 6kg. hehe... Hebat x rupannya badan saya ada extra 6kg of water. Selepas semua air kuar saya dah x rasa sepenat dulu dan jantung saya dah x bengkak mcm dulu. Alhamdulilah saya dah selamat dari heart failure.

Masa kat hospital second test pun dibuat and kamu jumpa satu lagi lubang PFO. Maka saya ada 2 lubang yang perlu dibaiki.

Mengikut cerita doctor, saya dah mempunyai VSD and PFO dari kecil tapi ini maybe x dpt detect sebab saya jenis yang sihat dan maybe sekarang baru jantung saya dah terlalu penat so dia burst out. Doctor kata lagi kalo lubang yang besar murmur(bunyi yg biasa akan di dgr bila ada lubang di jantung) x akan didgr sangat hanya pakar yang boleh dengar dan tahu. Ini semua ketentuan Allah. Hanya Allah yang tahu suratan takdir sesesorg.

Saya sangat bersyukur sangat sebab saya diberi peluang untuk hidup lagi.

Ya Allah, terima kasih atas segala kurniaan dan peluang yang engkau berikan....

Next post saya akan ceta simptom2 dan ape yang saya alami....

Sakitku.... Part 1

Susah untuk memulakan post ini....

Last month pada tanggal 8/1/2013 saya rupanya telah diserang Heart Failure..... Terkejut gak bila masa doctor bagitau. Tapi Alhamdulilah saya masih bernafas.....

Mari saya ceta mcm mana terjadinya perkara ini...

Lepas saya balik dari assigment saya di Canada, saya di serang batuk2. Saya ingat normalla kalo batuk saya penat. Saya memang rasala saya sangat cepat penat tapi saya ingat saya makin naik berat badan. Lepas 2 minggu pun tak baik lagi pastu makin teruk pastu saya sembelit. Pastu saya jumpa doctor, dia kata saya sembelit tu yang saya penat and batuk maybe musim. Okla saya terima.

After 2 weeks still penat and tiba2 kaki saya bengkak and makin penat. Bayangkan ye, saya rasa sgt penat kalo saya jalan dari train station ke office. Saya akan berhenti in between and perut saya bloated. Tapi saya degil, saya ingat because saya x berehat.

Last2 saya give up cos saya rasa super extra penat. Saya pun ambil keputusan untuk ke klinik. Doctor pun check, tgk2 blood pressure saya over tinggi and saya cakap saya sangat penat and i got short breathing. Dia pun refer saya ke pakar. Saya pun pergila ke Prince Court.

Sampai2, check blood pressure saya still high and dalam hati saya memang risau takut kidney ke ape sebab bengkak air. Dorg suruh saya rehat and dorg wat X-Ray, ambil darah. Masa ni dorg just rujuk kat doctor emergency je and dia adala rujuk ke pakar jantung cos high blood pressure kan. Masa ni dorg x detect lagi sakit ape. Pastu pergila wat ultrasound tuk tgk kidney and liver. Doctor kata semua ok. Tapi dorg tgk xray, paru2 dah masuk air and dorg bg ubat bg buang air. Memang every 10minit saya buang air dgn jayanya.

Next dorg wat echo lak. Echo test ni untuk tgk bentuk jantung. Masa inila Dr Azlina pakar jantung saya datang dan dorg tgk echo saya, ada lubang. Tapi doctor masa ni dia kata, nanti kita ceta ye sara and just ckp saya ada lubang. Masa ni memang terkejut but x tau nak pikir ape sebab sangat penat. huhu... Kemudian, saya di bawa ke emergency kembali sementara tunggu dimasukkan ke ward.

Bermula kisah baru saya.....

Saya rasa berhenti dulu di sini and nnti saya sambung kisah seterusnya. Takut panjang sangat...

Hello...Hello...

Fuh... Fuh....

Berabuk sudah. hehe....

Maafla terlupa pasal blog ni. Bnyak sangat ceta yang berlaku sepanjang bulan December dan awal bulan Januari. Nanti kita update satu persatu ye...


Dan saya percaya setiap yang berlaku ada hikmahnya....

Take care people!

XOXO

Sarah

Las Vegas

During my stayed in US, i managed to go to Las Vegas!!!! Weeee... Hehe...

It's like a dream come true cos i real like Las Vegas TV series and most of the movies about gamble, the background always LAS VEGAS. haha.... So when i got the opportunity, why not rite? haha....

I traveled there with my friend but she went to grand canyon and i choose to explored Las Vegas. haha... I'm not a real geologist. haha... I'm more to huhahuha... haha....

Overall i will said that Las Vegas is totally like in the movies, every hotel got they own theme of the casino and people party all night long and get drunk in the morning. haha... But one thing i quite surprise  that people here is they do respect muslim people. I felt safe during my trip alone in Vegas. 

Mostly all the attraction along the Strip area and i just walked along the strip area from MGM until Stratosphere. Super tired but awesome experienced.

But before i talk a lots lets the pictures tell you the story...

MGM Grand

Inside the MGM casino

Vegas also got they own Statue of Liberty. hehe....

Strip area

I can't remember which hotel but inside the hotel they got they own cloud. hehe.... Only in Vegas. Hehe...

Eiffel Tower

In Vientiane Hotel. Super cool and awesome!!!! 

Stratosphere, the tallest building in Vegas. hehe....

View from Stratosphere view deck

The beautiful Bellagio Fountain. Its really beautiful!!!!

Vegas at night!!!

But if you ask me between Vegas or New York i will definitely said, New York!!!! Maybe Vegas is too much for me. hehe.... But i still had a beautiful experience in Vegas. hehe...

 

Sorry for the HIATUS

Salam,

Sorry for the super long HIATUS.......

It's all because....

1. We had a very hectic weekend during my stayed in US, every weekend we out to explored Las Vegas and Niagara Fall.... (Will update about it later, Insyallah)

2. Finished my training in Pittsburgh and we are flying back to Calgary for wrapped up (27/10/2012)

3. Back in Calgary, we kind like super busy, we need to finished all out project and get ready to do our final presentation in front our supervisor, coaches and Talisman's representative. Super scary but we managed to get the good feedback. hehe...

4. Packed and get ready to go home!!!!

5. I'm back in Malaysia on 18/11/2012!!!!

6. I took leave from Wednesday until Sunday and everyday is full with activities like spend time with my parent, my sister and my friends. hehe..

7. Back to my normal life as a Petronas staff. Assigned to the new project. Which is awesome. hehe....

8. When i'm back in KL my sleep time also change, i sleep at 10pm and in Calgary i slept around 12-1am. Haha... Maybe the weather kot??? hehe...

With this 8 justification u guys know why this blog become super duper berabuk. hehe....

Lastly, I'm so hepi that i'm back in KL with my family and friends. hehe... But i still don't know what my future will be... I just hope the best for my family and my career...

Alhamdulilah with all the opportunity i gain during my 6 months in Calgary and Pittsburgh... I met lots of new friends and the opportunity to explored new place....

Bye, Take care people!!!!

New York

First of all, To Mama and Ayah, sorry sesangat wat mama and ayah risau. Sorry ye mama n ayah. Hehe... Bukan selalu dapat peluang ni so terpaksa la adeq grab the opportunity. hehe....

Anyway,  ari Sabtu lepas saya memulakan pengembaraan solo ke New York. hehe... My dream is actually to travel solo. hehe... It was fun trip and banyak yang saya belajar and the whole experience is awesome. hehe....

Saya pergi ke sana dengan bus dari Pittsburgh. 7 Jam gakla jalan ke sana. So naik bus kul 1145 and sampai kul 740 pagi. Fresh kan badan smua kat toilet and start jalan. hehe... New ork in the morning totally different dari malam sbb malam over crowded.

Saya sempat pergi ke Times Square, Statue Of Liberty,Empire State and Rockerfeller Center. hehe... Sedih x dapat pergi ke Central Park sbb penat sgt. hehe... Tak larat dah nak jalan and masa tak sempat juga. hehe...

Sepanjang perjalanan ni saya sesat and ada org tolong. Subway dorg pelik sikit and kotor to be honest. Saya juga jumpa kawan baru Magharita from Spain. hehe... Awesome la whole experience dan mengajar saya berdikari dan jadi seorg yang berani. Kena berani tanya orang takut sesat dan lawaknya baca map pun terbalik. haha... Saya kan bukan geologist sejati. haha...

Overall, New York best cuma bila dah malam ramai sangat org jadi mcm over crowded and mcm ala2 kat bukit bintangla. haha... Foods senang nak cari sbb cart dorg majority halal and murah. Malas nak ceta so layan je la gambar kan. hehe....

Times Square in the morning

Grand Central Station

Statue of Liberty

Me and my new friend Magharita. She so pretty . hehe...

Wall Street

Tapak area World Trade Center

Empire State

New York

New York from Empire State

Central Park from Rockerfeller Center

Rockerfeller Center

Saya di tengah2 Times Square. hehe...

Hard Rock Cafe New York

Saya dan Kate and William. hehe... Abaikan saya dah terlalu comot. hehe...

Lastly, ada lagi beberapa gambar yg boleh dilihat di sini

New York's Pictures Continue....


Bye!

You Win Some, You Lose Some

Hello October.....

How times fly, its already October and another 2 more months to go before its 2013.....

Currently I'm in Pittsburgh, USA and its already a week im here. hehe... Sorry no update. hehe... Try to adjust with the new life here and US-Canada is different and totally different from MALAYSIA!!! hehe....

Anyway, life is about balance. You will gain more or you will lose more. Allah always had a better plan right and maybe today we are on TOP of the world but who knows maybe tomorrow we are not...

Some people said I'm so lucky to be assigned for the on job training in oversea... Yap i will said that I'm super lucky and thank you Allah for this opportunity. Yes, not anyone can get this opportunity. I agreed but after this whole experience i learn lots of things.... So, let me tell you a story....

Since i came here, i learn lots new things, i travel to see a beautiful place and meet lots new people and everything about this experience is AWESOME and when i upload picture, people will always said beautiful, saya jeles etc... Its truth that I'm so lucky to experience this...

But actually, I'm so jealous with you guys who live in Malaysia. No place as beautiful and warm like Malaysia. huhu... During this whole experience, i missed my dad and adeeb birthday, my friends wedding, foods... (I need to cook myself and sometimes the taste is totally not the same), baby baru, vacation with my beloved sister, the smell of the beautiful En Saad house and when you feel sick no mama or kakak to take care of me... And when I'm down they far away, just skype and whatapps can help but its not the same and more list to go....

See even i have the best experience that everyone wish for, i also wish that i had yours... 

This is my story... Maybe other people who had go through all this experience few times or already move to other country maybe have different thought. But if i need to transfer or anything else, i will say yes as i'm still young and single. hehe... But i will bring my familyla. haha...

Lastly, kita bersyukur dengan semua nikmat yang Allah berikan... Allah always have beautiful plan for us...